Have you ever had this strong urge to say something but hold yourself back from saying it because you decide that maybe certain things are best left unsaid? I’m in that situation right now, yearning to say something, almost rehearsing at times of how I want the words to come out of my mouth then in the end decide that nope, I wont do jack and just stay quiet.

Then I get bogged down because I know by not doing or saying anything, I will just stay clueless about the state of things. But the fact of the matter is, I know why I’m keeping silent..I’m actually scared of what I will hear in reply when I actually say what I want to say.

I guess only time will tell whether I let that fear hold me back or I face that fear and take my chances.

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